You'd Be Cuter If I Shot You In The Face

thestyle @ 2006-01-30T08:55:00

2006-01-30T13:57:02Z

DESTINATION FAILURE

comment me if you wish to be added

thestyle @ 2006-01-23T00:08:00

2006-01-23T05:22:59Z

i don't really know to what to say to this anymore
i used to love writing in it cause i didn't think anyone would wanna hear the things i said but that has changed and to tell you the truth i like talking about my feelings now rather then bottle them up and just explode about them in my hip cool livejournal. in the past i would write about my bands and what i did for the day and my overall feelings i was having soon that turned into just posting pictures of my friends and silvana that sooned turned into posting pictures of silvana now i'm at a point where i just am gonna abandon this thing all together. i'm 20 now never thought i'd make it that far not that i do like crazy things just i thought i'd give in long ago but i'm older now and much more mature i think i've grown a lot. people talk so much about how the liked how it used to be and/or about how cool high school was and wish things could be like it was back then. well my feelings on that still remain the same til this day those days are long gone and no point on looking back on the past cause i think i'm better then that. i've made it through a lot of crappy things in my past and to tell you the trust i wouldn't change a thing cause it's made me who i am today and has taught me valuable lessons. right now at this very moment i like me i like who i am i like who i surround myself with and i like where i can potentially go. i mean i'm still a bum and sleep a lot and still have stupid long hair and am a goofy person but i've grown to accept that and well if people don't like me for that then oh well no skin off my back. things are still the same between my friends i've accepted that some people may hate me and i also accepted that i probably ended friendships prematurely but what can you do ya know? at the time they made sense and i'm willing to deal with the things i did and for once be strong with my opinions and actions. i've come full circle to tell you the truth, i used to be a person who was hell bent on fighting the world now all i want to do is embrace my surroundings. funny how things work i pushed a lot of good people away i knew i shouldn't have but if i hadn't pushed them away i wouldn't have made way for new friends to enter my life. at this point in life there's no reason to focus on negatives anymore, i have a girlfriend who i love and i know she loves me and that's the first time i can say with confidence that we are best friends and nothing will ever break what we've given each other no one will ever impact me the way she has and i can't begin to explain what she's done for me. my love for music is still strong and for as long as i live no matter what i will never ever give up on music cause i care about it to much, my friendships are growing and i'm finding more and more each day who will be there for me. i cherish everything i have and sometimes it may seem like i suck but if you only believe in me the slightest bit i will pull through 10 fold and prove to you i will be there you to repay the debt i owe you. lastly i would like to say that for anyone reading this it's cool you hate me or dislike me but i'm turning over a new leaf and if you are reading this then you know me somewhat and let me say that you ever have a problem and you think i could help or do anything feel free to contact me life's to short to hold grudges i'd rather hold a hamburger YEA! I ENDED THAT WELL BAM WHAM SLAM A LAM!!!!!!

thestyle @ 2006-01-16T22:03:00

2006-01-17T03:07:46Z

I TOLD SEAN TO GO BACK TO HIS LIVEJOURNAL
HE CALLED ME AN IDIOT
I DON'T BLAME HIM
I AIN'T MAD ATCHA
LET ME END WITH THIS

thestyle @ 2006-01-12T02:56:00

2006-01-12T08:02:24Z

joe
chris
sean
kutz
buddy
billy
keith
nick
butch
silvana

10 people who will probably be in my life forever
and i don't have a problem with that

okay so future endeavors:
go to dark star
get tattooed on me
1. integrity
2. i am the avalanche/movielife
3. converge
4. young buck
i have the best idea and this is all for my right leg

okay so anything else
i love my girlfriend
my band

thestyle @ 2006-01-08T22:35:00

2006-01-09T03:39:16Z

yo you wanna start drama i hope you see this shit
you can run and tell silvana i wrote this about you two
you're fucking piece of shit
both of you are
saying shit like that is real fucking cool
you both pretend to be my friend to my face
but behind my back you're about as worthless are the rest of them
i was nice to you first off cause i had to be no more of that
and you i thought we were friends guess not you fucking rat
fucking keep tabs on me like some fucking snitch
fuck both of you
i won't say names cause that will just cause more drama
and i don't need that shit
most likely if you read and it's you
you'll get offended and probably cry about it
if this doesn't pertain to you
you'll just think i'm ranting and raving
bottom line
GO FUCK YOURSELVES
end of story

thestyle @ 2006-01-02T23:15:00

2006-01-03T04:16:22Z

i wouldn't mind if me and her shared a life together just as long as moments like this are included...

thestyle @ 2005-12-26T13:10:00

2005-12-26T18:11:28Z

BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER!

thestyle @ 2005-12-20T01:02:00

2005-12-20T06:05:41Z

i was just wondering if someone asked me to describe myself with pictures would i give them these? cause they are on my myspace for everyone who doesn't know me to see and try to get to know me through. not sure why i chose these but whatever i'm just in a thinking mood

one side

2005-12-19T08:39:28Z

soft
maybe i felt something
down the road
i realized things change
but reinventing myself
might mean losing all
i'm scared that if i do
things with you
won't make it through
are you afraid of waiting
for someone who is waiting for you?
you think having the same agenda
means we are on the same path
or maybe it's just my other side
i have many
this one side loves you
and this one adores you
the other wants you
then there's this one breathing in everything you are
can you see what i'm about?
i want to make this obvious
change doesn't effect me
whatever you want i'll lay down for
shift verse
well rehearsed
don't think
just stay
wait leave
it might be better
leave
now
so you can turn around
and see me still behind you
that's where i'll plant myself
in your footsteps
i don't want to be you
i just want to be with you
always
truely
deadly?
stop forcing
let it be
let us see
do you trust me?
love is being safe
and safe means your secure
but does being secure mean
you can't be free anymore?
can't decide wether
to run from signs
of bad weather
no stay together
i want
i wan
i wa
i w
i
it doesn't matter
there's is no want for you
there is only need
feel me
lay this down
go hide
i'd perfer that
no one
will understand
maybe they shouldn't cause it's ours
the want to show you off
has turned into the need to smother you
file under system failure
all acts have been paused
no longer acting on love
i'm proceeding with cause
never had much
never asked for much
1 thing
true
blue
brand
new
no
clue
time
due
we
grew
on
cue
dragging
shoes
stayed
true
all
through
it's only you
and if you allow
only me too

this is what came out of what i've been going through, although you might not understand anything i'm about this is what i am right there, random lines that make sense to me and may not to others, i don't expect people to read this cause well no one reads this but this kinda helped me a lil, i gotta remember what i got sometimes, as i went over i realized the whole thing is based around her, i love her she might think i'm idiot after reading that but who cares anymore she has me nothing more, nothing less. i don't question her anymore i just want to be that's it. okay i'm done.
ps. not sure what side this was that wrote/thought that? silvana maybe you can decode it mayve you can't but maybe you can help me pick which personallity that is? any guesses?

thestyle @ 2005-12-18T02:40:00

2005-12-18T07:57:16Z

LIST OF THINGS I NEED TO MENTION
1. I HAVE PROBLEMS (mental ones that make me a shitty person)
2. I NEED TO DEAL WITH THEM
3. I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT PUTTING MY BURDENS ON OTHERS
4. I LOVE YOU PLEASE DON'T THINK OTHERWISE

i wish i did the right things instead of being such a fuck up, i wish for christmas that i kinda became a better person and treated the ones i love like they should be treated. i don't ask for much from people i just put myself out there and if they don't like me well then who cares. every friend i have has only become my friend because they stuck there neck out for me. i love and cherish everything you've ever given me. between my mental lapses and all the shitty stuff i put people through, i've been hanging out with chris and silvana and having them as my best friends pretty much means i'm somewhat stable. i mean one is my girlfriend so that's a huge plus and she deals with me on a constant basis and i love her to death i just hate doing crappy things to her i know i hurt her when i don't mean to but i'm stupid and i hope she really plans on being with me for eons and eons. as for chris and some others i got nothing but love for them.

okay that's it
i'm sick in the head
i'm sick in general
i'm losing control
i'm not gaining any ground
bye

thestyle @ 2005-12-14T03:07:00

2005-12-14T08:08:50Z

PLAIN AND SIMPLE:
BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER
NOTHING MORE TO SAY
YOU WON'T HEAR ME SAY ANY DIFFERENT

thestyle @ 2005-12-10T03:04:00

2005-12-10T08:08:46Z

(thought this picture could be summed up with this quote)
check it, nikfitforbattle what's up chump?

ps. i don't have the screen name anymore so this is gonna be weird to say live now i just thought about that

thestyle @ 2005-12-10T03:02:00

2005-12-10T08:03:52Z

I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
Cause I know that you know.
And I care that you care.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
Cause I know that you know.
And I care that you care.
I know the secrets inside your head.
All the secrets you keep aren't good for me.
I know the secrets inside your head.
Not good enough.
And you got beautiful eyes.
And you got beautiful eyes.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
Cause I know that you know.
And I care that you care.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
Cause I know that you know.
And I care that you care.
I know the secrets inside your head.
All the secrets you keep aren't good for me.
I know the secrets inside your head.
Not good enough.
And you got beautiful eyes.
And you got beautiful eyes.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
Cause I know that you know.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
Cause I know that you know.
And I care that you care.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
Cause I know that you know.
And I care that you care.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
I'm gunna try for you.
Cause I know that you know.
And I care that you care.

the stryder makes me happy
so does she
i have lots to work on
i promise i'm not leaving
i just don't know where my head's at
just read the above lyrics and that sums me up pretty good

thestyle @ 2005-12-05T03:44:00

2005-12-05T08:44:41Z

I'M REALLY PROUD TO CALL THESE TWO KIDS MY BEST FRIENDS

appreciate

2005-11-25T06:45:58Z

there's her:

and then there's everyone else
LOOK BELOW FOR THAT LIST

yea i couldn't be more satisfied with my life right now
girlfriend is amazing we fight but who doesn't, we'll get through we always do
friends are there for me
family are is bunch of nuts but then so am i so it's all good
music is music hasn't let me down yet
bye it'll be awhile before i post in here again
at least a public one anyway

NO LJ CUT CAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT

2005-11-24T09:32:36Z

THANKFUL FOR:

and everyone else who's been with me through thick and thin I LOVE YOU

FINALLY:

thinking again

2005-11-22T07:03:36Z

just deleted friends
i'm gonna stop talking to a lot of people
i'm gonna stop being a hardass and fighting everyone
i'm gonna start enjoying what i have
which is good friends and a good family and a good life
i'm gonna wake up and smell the coffee and realize music ain't for me
i'm gonna either go to school
or i'm gonna get a real job
i'm gonna suck it up and stop being a bitch about things
i'm no longer gonna have any type of emotion
i think i'm gonna turn gay
i have a lot to say to a lot of people but it's such a waste of time
i'm gonna start appreciating:
joe chris keith buddy rowe kutz sean dan nick lou mike and some others
it sucks that it took my girlfriend leaving me and my dog to pass away to help me come to this conclusion
i know i have a band and i enjoy it very much but sometimes giving up what you love does more for you then holding onto it
i'll still do it but it's no longer a priority like it used to be
going to shows in general aren't fun anymore
all it has become is people throwing punches and dancing and then turning around and fighting everyone
to me it has gotten so old
everything i have when it came to shows i earned and i never asked for acceptance from any of you
i feel better about myself every single day knowing i haven't changed because it was cool
knowing that what i'm doing is for me and not for some trend that's going around
i'm through with tough guys and girls who look like fools doing stupid stuff who don't even enjoy the music and just go to shows cause they either have to prove a point to someone or because well everyone else will be there
this is where i say go fuck yourselves but ya know what
i don't care to
cause sooner or later you'll be gone biting on the next trend that's huge
i might be a scumbag sometimes but at least i got my self respect still
i know who i am do you?
so i leave you with this
where do you see yourself in two years?
i see me doing everything i do now the only thing different is that i'll be 22
if you think this is about you it probably is
i'd name names but you aren't worth my time
you're all sluts, whores, wastes of sperm, piece of shit dick riding faggots
SAY SOMETHING

thestyle @ 2005-11-13T15:34:00

2005-11-13T20:53:15Z

okay i want to make a few things clear i know no one reads this but i don't talk to many people now a days and to tell you the truth i don't care, let's see where to start, well first off i went to kutz's show at starland to basically sing the song i recorded with them, i got there and everyone had gathered and i walked in to find the 4 people i have any sort of interest in, which was joe chris pat and mini mosh, everyone else was just a hand shake or a nod, so i'm standing around bullshitting with everyone and everything is going stupid cause shows are gay, well the first band finishes and i start to load steve's drums onto the stage and help out with the other dudes cause years spent cold are the only band that somewhat still makes me happy, anyway i'm standing on stage while they start there set, i look out and everyone is dancing doing the typical bullshit they do and its pretty cool to see YSC to get a good reaction and i think kids who never saw them before really liked them too, anyway they play there intro i'm really siked for it, they play end your life i get excited, so then they play written off in which i sing, now i grab the mic and immediately get the best feeling ever, i know i'm 20 but damn i felt like a lil kid singing on that huge stage, so the song ends and i jumped off stage only to get headlocked and told not to do what i normally do, which i took as basically don't dance or you're gonna get thrown out, so i get into the middle of everything and just kinda stand there and watch everyone look like fools, it had become the gayest thing i've ever seen, people think just because they can make a fist and can swing there arms they can dance, you look like a complete moron, it was funny to watch people try and start fights with everyone in starland ballroom, to tell you the truth i wanted to see about 30 of you kids get stomped out by some random person but we all know that won't happen cause you guys have LOADS of friends to back you up so you start something and your friends have to jump in to help out, real gay, simply put shows are gay and such a waste of my time, i realized that if i didn't go to shows none of the kids who say hi to me there wouldn't even care, i'm content with who i have in my life right now, my friends are basically joe chris keith buddy dan nick rozzi mike lou boobie butch kutz. that's all

anyway i have no words to describe how i feel about silvana, i spent a week with her, nothing else, i mean i barely saw any of my friends no contact with anyone, and besides one little yelling session, everything else was amazing. she's my best friend what more can i ask for.

<(((>

express myself

2005-11-04T08:05:19Z

From the bottom looking up, I never thought I'd know the meaning of these words, or how it felt to hear them back.
Every morning came with chards of glass.
Another broken dream didn't seem so bad.
I was on my last wish, until you came and took my hand.
And showed that there was a reason to breathe.
Now the tears are gone, and I can see.
And I'm praying your forever starts with me.
The truth is, I've only come this far because of you, and I need you here to see this through.
Let's start forever today.
The years will pass but this won't change.
I hope you're not too far gone to hear.
But let these words ring out forever.
I'll scream until my last fucking breath.
Scratch these words in blood, until my heart runs dry.
THIS HEART THAT BEATS FOR YOU. IT'S ALL FOR YOU.

basically how i've been feeling since march 20, 2005
THANK YOU
i love you silvana

thestyle @ 2005-10-29T16:44:00

2005-10-29T20:46:36Z

SUIT PARTY!!!!
ummm if you're my friend call me and you can most likely come but i doubt anyone will see this, i'll post picture of it afterwards this could potentially be the best thing to ever happen in my 20 crap years of living on this shit whole bubble we call earth now get a suit and put on your happiest face.

SO BORED NOW THAT I'M 20

2005-10-26T04:38:06Z

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
knee, wrestling

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
g-unit poster, tygb posters, picture of me that brandon took, devil child, clock, monkey

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
sidekick

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
i like to listen to anything that moves me

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
7:50 on october 25th, 1985

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
my girlfriend

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
being satisfied with what i'm doing in life

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
my sense of humor (does that count)

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
my mom's cooking

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
nope

11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW:
i think some people would miss me

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
silvana

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE/PERFUME?
i wear old spice deodorant that's it

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
not a factor for me

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
ummm

16. DO YOU LIKE PORN?
i like it cause my girlfriend likes it a lot

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
silvana

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
no but i can understand french

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX).
does christmas presents from mom count?

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
yes

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
words duh

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED :
9

31. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?
black with auburn highlights

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
hers

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
me being an idiot

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US?
yes

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
my big heart

36. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
da perf

37. FIRST JOB?
oh jeez no clue too many

38.EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yea sol rosenberg

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
celebrating my birthday

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i'd get breasts

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
cause i was bored and figured it would be the first thing i did when i turned 20

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
being outta my mind

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
act no different then how i act now

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
constance

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2, if it was a boy i'd name him caswell end of story

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
a track star from high school that my mom and dad knew

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
nope

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
my pinky since it's shattered

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
no clue

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
i've been told i write like a girl so

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
roast beef

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
being brutally honest

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
i'm not embarrassed by anything i listen to

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
hard question, i'm not answering it

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
nope

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
not to me

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
fighting

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
either silvana's house or joe's house

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
trust is stupid word

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A SMALL CHILD?
dick tracy knap sack

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
like 20 or so

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
to an extent

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
a what?

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
sense of humor plain and simple and maybe the occassional dickhead attitude my friends and i exhibit

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
nick, nick from new egpyt, nick ismean, caswell, i can't make anymore up so i'll stop

68. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
i don't tie my shoes or i wear slip ons

69. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?
always i stick to what i know

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
whatever davey havok likes

71. What is your shoe size?
8.5/9

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
tie dye

73.HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
4

74. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
my grandmother

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
nope

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
converge

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
hamburger

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
silvana

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
if she's not silvana she doesn't matter

80. DO YOU LOVE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS?
nope

81. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
i'm okay i think

82. FAVORITE DRINK?
gatorade or peach snapple

83. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
don't drink what a letdown i know

84.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
wrestling

85. HAIR COLOR?
brown

86. EYE COLOR?
blue-ish green

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
used to

88. SIBLINGS?
tom des jess claire

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
september/october

90. SUSHI?
nope but i like getting it with silvana

91. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
big fish

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
september 9th

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
i guess

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
fall

95. Kiss or hugs?
both

98. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
art of war

99. WHERE DO YOU WORK?
professional rocker

100. WHAT'S YOUR MAJOR?
rockin out

101. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
espn and 1 mixtape tour

102. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
how silvana's day is going

103. SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS:
nope

i'm soooooooooooooooooooooo bored

thestyle @ 2005-10-25T17:09:00

2005-10-25T21:31:51Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

YOU REALLY DESERVE IT!

thestyle @ 2005-10-19T19:07:00

2005-10-19T23:16:18Z

it's clear to me that she doesn't want to be with me anymore, since all she thinks about me is i could care less about her. i guess she's right if you consider i did almost everything i could for her maybe she just got fed up with me not being able to offer her anything else. maybe she wants something else. we would tell each other that no matter what we'll always be together, the future was the only thing we ever had cause we loved each other. and i'll admit i did fall for her really hard and couldn't see anyone else that would ever remotely compare to her. well i guess its sucks for me cause i never want anyone else, i'd rather be alone forever then replace the best thing to ever happen to me. if she doesn't want to be with me anymore well then i'll repsect her wishes and be alone til she decides maybe i can have another chance. as much as i talked about leaving her, the actual thought never crossed my mind, but now that she's gone nothing seems right, i can't even leave my house without being a worthless waste of space, i know none of her friends will be my friends still cause most of them don't even like me to begin with so whatever i liked them all never had a problem i'm sure some people will be happy to find out she doesn't talk to me anymore, but i don't know what's going on anymore i just want something anything but til then i guess i'll just sit here and let the hurt set in.

ANOTHER BIRTHDAY I'LL SPEND ALONE,
THIS SEEMS TO BE A TREND FOR ME

thestyle @ 2005-10-14T01:04:00

2005-10-14T05:04:55Z

i am madly in love with my girlfriend
end of entry

my apology

2005-10-12T06:49:44Z

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